The café was a refuge from the drizzle that had come on like a sigh, turning Oxford Street into a dark ribbon of wet reflections and blurred faces. Marla sat alone near the window, her fingers curled around a warm mug of chamomile tea, watching the pale yellow streetlights tremble in puddles. The rain marked time, soft and steady, like a heartbeat she could not quite hear.
She hadn’t come here to find comfort. Not really. Her eyes traced the indistinct contours of strangers passing outside—the sharp edges of umbrellas, the occasional glint of a smile momentarily illuminated by neon signs. Inside, the scent of damp wool mingled with the thick aroma of dark-roast coffee, something earthy and bitter that warmed the cold hollow of her chest.
Marla’s skin prickled with a faint unease as she glanced down at the notebook splayed open before her — blank pages edged with a faint yellowing, brittle and old, as if they waited for something darkly enduring to be written in them. She had found it tucked away in the attic of the decaying Victorian flat she’d moved into only a week ago. The pages were empty, but the cover was heavy—leather worn thin, etched with a pattern like tangled branches or veins.
She had brought it with her as an odd talisman, a companion to keep the silence at bay.
The café churned a quiet murmur around her: distant clinks of porcelain, the soft scrape of chair legs, whispered conversations behind her. Yet it felt unnervingly separate from the subdued urban pulse outside — like a boat tethered to a dock in a fog-shrouded harbor.
As Marla’s gaze returned to the notebook, the letters on the first page began to shimmer faintly, materializing as if summoned by the low, steady drone of rain. Words spilled out in an ink-black script, trembling, handwritten but indecipherable. Her breath hitched.
She closed her eyes to steady herself; the silence in the room felt suddenly measured, too precise, as if the very air had shifted.
When she opened them again, the letters had changed. Now they formed a single sentence:
_Some things only live when remembered._
A shiver passed down her spine. She looked up at the window. Outside, a figure lingered beneath the feeble glow of a streetlamp—ill-defined, a blot of shade. The rain blurred the edges, but the figure did not move with the others. It stood still, watching. Watching her.
Marla’s fingers tightened around the mug, the warmth a thin shield against the creeping cold of dread. She forced herself to look away, turning back to the notebook. The next page was as empty as before, but deeper into the margins, subtle indentations began to emerge—uncanny impressions of shapes, like someone had been writing there before, yet gone, their words erased or hidden.
Her heartbeat thudded in the quiet room.
She pulled the notebook closer and tentatively traced the marks with a fingertip. A whisper of sound—a breath—fluttered near her ear, or maybe inside her head. The voice was almost a murmur:
“What do you seek when all is lost?”
Marla’s breath caught. She glanced around. The café was unchanged, other than the prickle of human presence suddenly stretched taut, as if the space had grown unstable.
She thought of the old flat. The creaks at night, the skittering shadow she had not been able to place—something that was never quite there, but never fully absent either. She had dismissed it, attributing it to old wood settling, to exhaustion. Now the inked question seemed to answer something she would not admit aloud: a presence waiting to be acknowledged.
The rain outside slowed, the patter thinning to occasional drops that sounded like soft knocks on glass. Marla opened the notebook to the last page, and there, with a certainty that chilled her blood, was a new sentence:
_You remember me now._
Her limbs froze. The streetlamp outside flickered and then went dark. The figure vanished.
The café remained, but the warmth was gone.
—
That night, Marla lay awake, the notebook balanced on her chest, shadows pooling beneath the streetlamp outside her window. The words burned in her mind. _Some things only live when remembered._ A riddle that twisted her thoughts until the distinction between memory and reality blurred.
She reached for the notebook again. Her fingers trembled as she turned the pages. On the third page, a single sentence had appeared:
_I am the line between what you forget and what forgets you._
The room grew colder. She wrapped herself tighter in the thin blanket, but it was a feeble defense against the creeping presence she imagined breathing in the corners.
For days she avoided the window, afraid to see that shadow waiting, patient as time itself. The notebook seemed alive, a vessel for a nameless thing tethered to her through ink and silence.
Marla tried to remember anything—a vision, a moment, a face faded by the years, some fragment behind the veil of forgetting that the book summoned forth. But the memories dissolved each time she reached for them. Frustrated and hungry, the notebook’s sentences grew more insistent:
_You erased me. You forgot what kept you whole._
One rainy evening, driven by a desperate impulse, Marla returned to the attic of her flat. The floorboards groaned underfoot; dust motes floated like lost souls in the weak beam of her torch. Amidst forgotten trunks and cobwebbed corners, she unearthed a small mirror, cracked and dulled with age, the frame carved in a pattern identical to the notebook’s cover.
Holding it up, she caught movement in the glass: a flicker of a face—fragmented, pale, eyes hollow—not quite human, tethered to the depths behind her reflection.
Outside, rain hammered louder on the glass, a staccato drumbeat that echoed in her ears. She felt a voice beneath her ribs, a pulse not her own: _Remember me. Remember what you took._
The mirror trembled in her hands as if alive, and she saw through the glass the shadow beneath the old oak tree at the end of the lane, where nothing ever grew and the night seemed tilted at an angle off-balance.
The memory she feared surged forward—an accident beneath the tree, a scream swallowed by storm and silence, a child lost to the world’s forgetfulness.
Marla’s breath shattered. The thing beneath the oak was not waiting for her—it was part of her. A piece severed by forgetfulness and denial, clawing to be whole.
The notebook’s final message appeared across the last page now thick with ink:
_To vanish is to live unseen. To remember is to be claimed._
Her world shifted. The café, the rain, the reflections—they were stitched together by this fragile line between remembering and forgetting.
Marla understood, then, the true horror of her situation. The notebook was not a relic. It was a reckoning. A part of her self fractured and buried in oblivion, now demanding resurrection through remembrance. To acknowledge it was to be consumed. To deny it was to be erased.
The mirror in her hands fractured suddenly, a starburst crack that spread like a bleeding wound. The pale face leapt forward through the shards, an echo of sorrow and rage.
Marla gasped. The shadows swallowed her scream.
—
When the rain softened to a whisper the next morning, the café door opened. A stranger stepped inside, soaked and pale, clutching a soaked notebook. The owner gave a small nod, as if expecting her, and poured a cup of tea.
The stranger sat by the window, watching her reflection fracture in the glass and waiting for a single sentence to form:
_Some things only live when remembered._